Question for the Graph Allin Performance EV

Hi, when I play on microstake I get a strang graph of Expecepte/Actuall Money on Allin Performance.
It was 1600 hands and a lot of showdowns and I really don't know why the green line is so under the blue meanwhile all other graphs from other pokerplayers it is about the same height.
What is the reason? Am I playing so badly that I always lose on river after a push when the other has 2-4 outs?
What can someoone do to avoid such thing?

It was 1600 hands and a lot of showdowns and I really don't know why the green line is so under the blue meanwhile all other graphs from other pokerplayers it is about the same height.
What is the reason? Am I playing so badly that I always lose on river after a push when the other has 2-4 outs?
What can someoone do to avoid such thing?
